๑۩۩狂想季节۩۩๑

姐姐说我的空间很久未锄草了，今天上来一看，果然，变的我都看着眼生，SO ，勤劳一记！

 

    今早起来看QQ群，发现自己变成了没人性的第一奸商，莫名！发生什么了？连自己都不知道就无缘无故被扣上了这个帽子，何况里面所说的还没发生呢，冤枉的甚是可怜～唉～
    写了三天的论文，最终以写不下去结尾，从昨天起重头开始，写的自己都不忍心看，后悔浪费了那么多时间，让美好的时间白白流逝，把自己逼到了一个死胡同～
    以前每年的愚人节都想着怎么去愚人，今年却没了这个心思，不就一个节日吗，当它是节才是节，日子还不是一样过，没被人狠狠的愚过，因为不是太笨，也没把人狠狠的愚过，因为不忍心～
    昨天，倒是被人愚的莫名其妙～明明不是4.1，他却以为是，很兴奋的跟我说今晚我们去吃傣妹吧，嗯，反正回来后都没去过，我就很爽快的说好，好不容易到了晚上，牧牧忽然说了一句，“明天4.1了啊，爷后天就走了啊。”他用诧异的眼光问我，今天不是4.1吗?我无奈的只能说“不是，你弄好了没啊，什么时候出去吃傣妹啊，饿了！”看他那扭扭捏捏的小媳妇样，就知道不对，他说：“我以为今天是4.1，才跟你说去吃傣妹的～”真是当场晕厥，哪里想过会被这样被人骗了，哪里想过他骗人竟然连日子都搞错了，唉～真是无语！
    在想愚人节的由来，却发现自己才疏学浅，根本就不知道，只知道也不记得是哪一年的事了，反正从我知道4.1是愚人节以后就每年都瞎兴奋的在那里想着怎么愚人，怎么防着被人愚，其实每年的愚人节过的都跟平日里差不多，只不过多了个愚人的正当理由。忽然很郁闷的想到，说不定，其实，每天都是愚人节，每天，大家都我愚愚你，你愚愚我的，谁都没当回事，或许，有人被愚到现在还猛然不知，那又怎么样，我觉得就跟外遇一样，你有外遇，如果你能瞒我一辈子，OK，那就当什么都没有发生过～不行了，说远了，愚人跟骗人还是有点差距的吧，被背叛的感觉还是很难受的，无论是有心还是无意，为什么就不能好好爱一个人，为什么会有分手呢，在一起多不容易啊，难道就不能再原谅一次他的自以为是？还是觉得好可惜啊～介于最近又在身边发生了一些背叛，分手的事有感而言～望所有现在还没分手，准备分手，已经分手的各位，再认真想想，两个人在一起本就不容易啊，好好珍惜啊～完了，跟主题相差甚远了，不写了，越写越错，还是回去接着写我那惨不忍睹的论文吧，祝大家愚人节开心，每天都开心，永远不要发生不开心的事！

 

     I am forever walking upon these shores,betwixt the sand and the foam. The high tide will erase my footprints ,and the wind will blow away the foam. But the sea and the shore will remain forever.
     It was but yesterday I thought myself a fragment quivering without rhythm in the sphere of life.Now I know that I am the sphere,and all life in rhythmic fragments moves within me.
     Remembrance is a form of meeting.
     Forgetfulness is a form of freedom.
     My house says to me,＂Do not leave me,for here dwells your past.＂
     And the road says to me,＂Come and follow me,for I am your future.＂
     And I say to both my house and the road,＂I have no past,nor have I a future.If I stay here,there is a going in my staying;and if I go there is a staying in my goning.Only love and death will change all things.＂
     Strange,the desire for certain pleasures is a part of my pain.
     Seven times have I despised my soul:
     The first time when I saw her being meek that she might attain height.
     The second time when I saw her limping before the crippled.
     The third time when she was given to choose between the hard and the easy ,and she chose the easy .
     The fourth time when she committed a wrong ,and comforted herself that others also commit wrong.
     The fifth time when she forbore for weakness,and attributed her patience to strength.
     The sixth time when she despised the ugliness of a face, and knew not that it was one of her own masks.
     And the seventh time when she sang a song of praise,and deemed it a virtue.
     There is a space between man's imagination and man's attainment that may only be traversed by his longing .
     Our mind is a sponge;our heart is a stream.Is it not strange that most of us choose sucking rather tha running?
     The reality of the other person is not in what he reveals to you,but in what he cannot reveal to you.Therefore,if you would understand him,listen not to what he says but rather to what he does not say .
    A sense of humour is a sense of proportion .
    A truth is to be known always,to be uttered sometimes.
    The voice of life in me cannot reach the ear of life in you;but let us talk that we may not feel lonely.
    When two women talk they say nothing;when one woman speaks she reveals all of life.
    Now let us play hide and seek.Should you hide in my heart it would not be difficult to find you.But should you hide behind your own shell,then it would be useless for anyone to seek you.
    How noble is the sad heart who would sing a joyous song with joyous hearts.
    Poetry is a deal of joy and pain and wonder ,with a dash of the dictionary.
    A madman is not less a musician than you or myself;only the instrument on which he plays is a little out of tune.
    Every man loves two women;the one is the creation of his imagination,and the other is not yet born.
    Generosity is not in giving me that which I need more than you do,but it is in giving me that which you need more than I do. 
    If your heart is a volcano how shall you expect flowers to bloom in your hands?
    It is only when you are pursued that you become swift.
    Oftentimes I have hated in self-defense;but if I were stronger I would not have used such a weapon.
    Your saying to me ,＂I do not understand you, ＂is praise beyond my worth ,and an insult you do not deserve.
    How mean am I when life gives me gold and I give you  silver,and yet I deem myself generous.
    Strange that you should pity the slow-footed and not the slow-minded,And the blind-eyed rather than the blind-hearted.
    Life is a procession.The slow of foot finds it too swift and he steps out;
    And the swift of foot finds it too slow and he too steps out.
    I would be the least among men with dreams and the desire to fulfill them,rather than the greatest with no dreams and no desires.
    We are all climbing toward the summit of our hearts' desire. Should the other climber steal your sack and your purse and wax fat on the one and heavy on the other, you should pity him;
    The climbing will be harder for his flesh ,and the burden will make his way longer.
    And should you in your leanness see his flesh puffing upward, help him a step; it will add to your swiftness.
    You cannot judge any man beyond your knowledge of him, and how small is your knowledge.
    Strife in nature is but disorder longing for order.
    If it were not for our conception of weights and measures we would stand in awe of the firefly as we do before the sun.
    Death is not nearer to the aged than to the newborn;neither is life.
    We are all seeking the summit of the holy moutain; but shall not our road be shorter if we consider the past chart and not a guide?
    Wisdom ceases to be wisdom when it becomes too proud to weep, too grave to laugh, and too selfful to seek other than itself.
    Had I filled myself with all that you know what room should I have for all that you do not know?
    I have learned silence from the talkative, toleration from the intolerant ,and kindness from the unkind;yet strange,I am ungrateful to these teachers.
    A bigot is a stone-deaf orator.
    If you can see only what light reveals and hear only what sound announces,Then in truth you do not see nor do you hear.
    A shy failure is nobler than an immodest success.
    Said  a philosopher to a street sweeper,＂I pity you .Yours is ahard and dirty task.＂
    And the street sweeper said,＂Thank you,sir.But tell me what is your task?＂
    And the philosopher answered saying ,＂I study man's mind ,his deeds and his desires.＂
    Then the street sweeper went in with his sweeping and said with a smile ,＂I pity you too.＂
     He who listens to truth is not less than he who utters truth.
     Generosity is giving more than you can ,and pride is taking less than you need.
     When either your joy or your sorrow becomes great the world becomes small.
     Desire is half of life;indifference is half of death.
     If you reveal your secrets to the wind you should not blame the wind for revealing them to the trees.
     Turtles can tell more about roads than hares.
     Only when a juggler misses catching his ball does he appeal to me.
     The envious praises me unknowingly.

  The  wind whispers

　　上了大学以后，发现曾经是自己最爱的星期三变成了星期五，虽说无论是哪天都是在学校无所事事，但是，到了周五似乎就找到了一种放假的理由，就算过的跟平时没什么区别还是会特别的开心，就象现在，仍旧是坐在这个位子，对着同一台电脑～

　　大四了，觉得特别的空，可能跟上学期多修了一门课有关，觉得到了周五就象放小10.1一样，真是爽啊，有好多同学都在实习了，反正自己虽打着考公务员的幌子但也没翻过几页书，就跟着在网上到处发简历，其实也就发了没几封，因为都是没什么回音，所以也有些气馁，不行，从下礼拜开始再接再厉，今天倒是去了一个公司面试，象个二楞青一样，什么都不知道就跑过去了，然后才发现是排在前二十的＂世界五百强＂，一身汗，挺牛Ｂ的公司啊，怎么就这么不长眼也让我去面试了呢，想不通，估摸就没什么下文了吧，不然我就的去给人拉保险了～

　　今天从网上找到一家在人民广场那边的小吃店，名字叫＂ＪＪ屋＂，多好的名字啊，不就是以我命名的小店吗，所以不到５点就跑过去了，进去发现，果然和传闻一样＂好小＂啊，还不到三十个位呢，不过，屋子倒是打扮的还有点格调，点了份招牌菜，里面的芝士倒是蛮好的，很香很嫩，这样的表达似乎不是很妥,反正就是看上去吃上去都挺新鲜的，象现做的，不象微波炉里转的，送的罗宋汤还可以就是没"咖喱工房"的浓,那片西瓜大概是早就切好的，所以感觉有点熟透了，还有那2块小的可怜的萝卜丁,味道倒还正，就是有点脱水了，不过，值的表扬的是它送的那颗"YAKE"的咖啡糖,还是很和我口味的,呵呵~

     兜了一圈,小WW终于又有了属于自己的钢笔了，虽然没他以前的那支好，但在我们现在这种情况下,能买到就不错了，其实那小支白色"PARKER"还是挺好看的，挺衬小WW的.讨厌小WW,看见什么好看的都想买，情愿用几百块买他的笔和裤子也不愿意陪我去趟杭州，实现我三年的愿望,声讨他~

     明天就是10.28了，多特别的日子啊，是ＦＩＳＨ和ＩＦ的生日，还记得有一年，只记的是ＩＦ的生日，到了第二天才发现忘了祝ＦＩＳＨ生日快乐，真是对不起了啊，明天一定不会忘的！一定！

【各行星所在星座与宫位】
	行星 太阳 月亮 水星 金星 火星 木星 土星 天王星 海王星 冥王星 计嘟 罗喉 星座 水瓶座 狮子座 水瓶座 牡羊座 牡羊座 水瓶座 天蝎座 射手座 摩羯座 天蝎座 金牛座 天蝎座 宫位 奴仆宫 相貌宫 子女宫 夫妻宫 夫妻宫 子女宫 兄弟宫 田宅宫 田宅宫 财帛宫 迁移宫 兄弟宫 行星角度 17 水瓶座 39 29 狮子座 12 8 水瓶座 34 3 牡羊座 55 3 牡羊座 3 0 水瓶座 11 27 天蝎座 36 17 射手座 19 2 摩羯座 56 4 天蝎座 56 23 金牛座 22 23 天蝎座 22

	【12宫所在星座】
	宫位 命宫 财帛宫 兄弟宫 田宅宫 子女宫 奴仆宫 夫妻宫 疾厄宫 迁移宫 官禄宫 福德宫 相貌宫 星座 处女座 天秤座 天蝎座 射手座 摩羯座 水瓶座 双鱼座 牡羊座 金牛座 双子座 巨蟹座 狮子座 宫主星 水星 金星 火星 木星 土星 土星 木星 火星 金星 水星 月亮 太阳

	【各行星相位表】
	太阳 月亮 水星 金星 火星 木星 土星 天王星 海王星 冥王星 计嘟 月亮 168.44 - - - - - - - - - - 水星 9.06 159.37 - - - - - - - - - 金星 133.71 145.27 124.64 - - - - - - - - 火星 134.59 146.14 125.52 0.87 - - - - - - - 木星 17.45 150.99 8.38 116.26 117.13 - - - - - - 土星 80.03 88.41 70.96 53.68 54.55 62.58 - - - - - 天王星 60.32 108.12 51.25 73.39 74.26 42.87 19.71 - - - - 海王星 44.7 123.74 35.63 89.01 89.88 27.25 35.33 15.61 - - - 冥王星 102.7 65.74 93.63 31.01 31.88 85.25 22.66 42.37 57.99 - - 计嘟 84.27 95.82 75.2 49.44 50.31 66.81 184.23 23.94 39.56 161.56 - 罗喉 84.27 84.17 75.2 49.44 50.31 66.81 4.23 23.94 39.56 18.43 180 上升星座为处女座--重质不重量的完美主义者 个性特质： 细心、组织力、完美主义、具创意 太阳位于水瓶座--崇尚人道主义的改革派 个性特质： 跳脱传统、尚人道主义、重精神生活 月亮在狮子座--喜欢受人瞩目的天之骄子 个性特质： 骄矜、浪漫、讲义气、固执、自夸  水星在水瓶座--不受限制的奇想家 个性特质： 开明、客观、人道主义、难以理解 金星位于牡羊座--冲动热情的求爱者 个性特质： 热情、主动、冲动、侵略性  火星位于牡羊座--个性火爆的行动者 个性特质： 冲动、行动力强、好胜、具侵略性 木星在水瓶座--促进世界大同的博爱家 个性特质： 包容、博爱、无责任感、任性 土星在天蝎座--向往权力、自律自爱的工作狂 个性特质： 完美主义、爱好权力、缺乏耐心、律己甚严 天王星位于射手座--宗教和教育事务的新想法 个性特质： 好旅游、有异国缘、具自信 海王星位于摩羯座--一个剧变的世代 个性特质： 冲突、变动、生活规律 冥王星在天蝎座--重生的一代 个性特质： 重生、毁灭、坚强